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Broken Open by Esorex1
Verse one
Yo! I feel like I'm broken open,
Keep on repeating my inner roastin’,
Lose friends every episode it’s totem,
Selfish ways outweigh empathic notions

Caring they might have for my situation,
Ends in painful rejection tho I care on doting,
Choose not to like me anymore stokin’,
Not to help me anymore fuck them they’re Satans

Even tho I love them at core coping,
I get labelled crazy cos I’m broken open!
This is not a choice u callous ass potion,
My paranoia sways rockily in motion

While I'm kept away from parties postin’,
The ones with my nephews totes man I’m locin’,
It's not discussed just my mental state within,
“His mental leprosy is why we’re quarantining him”


Chorus
Mentally quarantined, dreams unseen,
My scene is unseen, light beams dreamed,
Weird I walk alone my own steam undeemed,
My heart glowin’ laser beams, red n green


Verse two
The hero with a thousand faces bears mine too,
I bear my cross with pride, do you?
I'm an unknown quantity sitting out, must smell,
One of the maddest monstrousities time will tell

I walk alone like billy joe armstrong,
Even flow like Eddie Vedder I sing on,
On lithium like kurt cobain I was,
Judged like Michael Jackson above like doves

Respected like Jesse Jackson a golden glove,
Opening views like James Cameron’s oscars snub,
Oscars like Steven Spielberg hit em up,
Submerged like an iceberg I will emerge once

My mind traumatised by unrequited love,
These insensitive arseholes who push n shove,
Saying harsh words from within, little Satans,
With a lack of real caring for anyone man

Sent from the bridge 🌉 side villa 🏡 ✊😎✌🏽🌋🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿🇩🇰☘️🇳🇿🎶🔥👐🏻

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from Hard Fought Fists [Future Full​-​Length], released December 12, 2020
D. Patterson, G. Gavet, D. Storey.

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ESOREX1 Auckland, New Zealand

The Christian persona, mainly of a Hotep style, Gnostic way of it, ESOREX1 represents the stories on the group level. Telling the things as they happen from his perspective. He talks about pain and suffering which happen and hurt him and how he finds God within all of it. A battle EMCEE versus the degeneration of the culture, ESOREX1 stokes the fires of Asgard, working for the betterment of all ... more

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